My mind is a deflected bullet
aimed at the wrong direction
Nobody knows where I'll hit
but everybody knows I will destroy something
when I do.
My life is a wasted opportunity
Helpless and unable to change its course
at the center of all this unwanted attention.
Worn out before my thirties
Destroyed by my own expectations
Torn apart by my own sense of self-worth.
No need to say you're sorry.
Neither am I.
I don't know where I'm headed
But I know I'll be there soon.
Watching my friends roll joints
always makes me think
what makes me so different from them?
Nothing, I guess.
Just the amount of self-hatred varies.
In the end we are all the same.
Grabbed in the chokehold of life.
Strangled to death.
It was an honor
to die with you all.
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